Requiem for my turtle (Closure)

I remember that day
that day we met
that day I whispered "sweet dreams"
(are made of this)
my Liberian girl
and you told me you wanted
to be bad for me
didn't you, Nicki ?

Back then we were in love
with the coco
and although the Panda
did desiigner drugs
it was the time
I showed you Moloko
and we proved to have
way too much in common

Twice we shared
Drake and
the black butterfly
and there I thought
everything
was under controlla!

I really started to believe
we could be Happy Together
The Phoenix & the Turtle
The Dragon & the Phoenix

How did it all fall apart ?
Should've seen it from the start ?
After heaven I found Troy
(I'd kill the dragon for you)

And then you sent me
Jason something
asking me if I was Lucky
Hell no, Cool James replied
I need love
I need you

But no white flags for us
no sad eyes for me
all because
of that big ego
but...
just don't worry about me

You did send me a message 
A message in a bottle?
I love you a lottle?
No, it left me guessing
A song to say goodbye ?
or maybe to tell me
it was nobody's fault ?

Here I go again telling you
I'm sorry
Forgive me for loving you
too much to be friends
Forgive me, I tried 
carving you out of my heart
(which actually is... impossible)

Then again,
in the end
it doesn't even matter
I had to fall
and lose it all

This one's for you
my goodbye to you
my love
my Turtle dove
my sweetest thing

Goodbye, goodbye
Goodbye!